The title.... broken. I am broken. I am a person who has gone through a lot of things in life. I don't trust people unless you're extremely close to me or female. I trust very few people in my life. I trust my best friends. V, D and L. I trust my health visitor, I … Continue reading Broken
Well I've made it to the half way point of the school holidays. It's been hard on my own with both boys but at the same time we've had some really good days out that haven't cost a fortune either. I made it to 3 weeks without having some form of breakdown, as of 4pm … Continue reading Half way point.
Beware that I need a proper good old rant and a bitch session. Proper pissed off today. I really need a rant and this is the only place I feel people would understand. I have a "friend" who has 3 healthy children with no additional needs. But for some reason she feels the need to … Continue reading Rant.
It's pretty sad that I'm looking forward to meeting up with the health visitor tomorrow for a catch up. It's been 3 weeks since I last saw her. I used to get so anxious the day before my appointments now it doesn't bother me. I think I just feel so lucky to have her to … Continue reading Health visitor.
It's become a sort of routine that I go to my mums for a drink on a Saturday night once my boys are in bed. It was a way of spending time with her curing her loneliness and my boredom. My dads recently started his own taxi business so he drives on a Saturday night … Continue reading Help.
What a shit day today has been. After such a good day yesterday too, I took my boys on a day out we went to a castle and an open top tour bus around the city. No meltdowns, no kick offs, nothing. Today Jesus what a difference. Anything anyone said or did my 7 year … Continue reading Autism sucks
I have a logical side to my brain. I can think rationally but I can't make decisions. I suck at making decisions it's like I need talking into doing something. My mum, sister, auntie and cousins are going on this London day trip by coach. It's an all day thing leave at like 6:30am and … Continue reading Battling the logical side